Help with mother loss, complex ptsd and anxiety

Hello,

I am writing to request healing from a loss I had in 1976. My mother was murdered when I was 6. I am 50 now. I have been diagnosed with PTSD, clinical depression and anxiety. The current crisis has exacerbated that and I am having a hard time coping. I grind my teeth, have a lot of stress and tension in my neck, back and shoulders. I am trying to find a EMDR practitioner locally.

Thank you so much for your help. Love and Light to you,

Heather